If you stumble a little during these moments don't beat yourself up, sometimes we have to go through fiery trials for different reasons. Beating yourself up just slows down the process and might cause the trial to last longer than it would have originally. Always remember our thoughts are who we are, put your thoughts on high, this will help you stay focused on your true purpose the Lord has set aside for you. If you belong to the true Church of Christ and if you work for the Lord by speaking the truth so as to save souls, know now that the wicked will try to destroy that work. We all have gifts from the Holy Spirit, we are to use those gifts to help save souls.
If you do get pulled away from your true purpose like so many others, go back in your thoughts and remember how you found your way before. You've probably learned some things from this experience, so apply experience to the work your doing for our Lord. Look for the positive things that come about and move forward. Meditate on your fiery trials so you learn through it and grow in Christ. Never blame God for misfortune because He's not creating it, ignorance creates it and blindness helps it grow. Follow the path God has shown you, and stay of of the crazy train.
J D Poore